LIFE~~UNCERTAIN~~APPRECIATE

Last friday my family and i went back hometown for 'cheng meng'...as usual, early morning will be bz preparing and cooking many stuff for the 'party' later den start moving to the ancestor graveyard for praying stuff. For me,this year abit different coz hav to cheng meng two days, one is for my mum's side grandma ( just passed away last year) and anth one is my dad's side ah gong (grandpa).

But this time i get an extra instinct especially when pray pray my grandma that--life is really full of uncertainty...for example, (touch wood) at this moment those pple still around you, but at d very next moment realizing that have to cheng meng for them already..omg...this is so scary even to think of..ai

So, live life to the max...appreciate them while they are still around you before everytin is too late..u wont kno wat is coming next...Do good thing, Eat good food, Live good life while u can..peace^^

No one strong enough face this world alone!!

Recently, from postout in msn, facebooks, blogs and even heard from mouth and news spread around, realizing that pples are drowned in all kind of stressfull situation...there are so so many tins that posibly making pple sick of such as studies, assignment, works, thesis, relationship and other personal problems..all these stuff really causing many experiencing mentally, emotionaly and physically weak...

These also recalled me bout those story that i heard and read from news that there are many especially students around the world start ending their own life coz cant cope of all these anymore..At first, tought of y those pple jz cant think rationaly b4 did all these rediculous stuff but i tink tins arent so sure anymore wen one condition geting similar to dem..

Hardly find any1 that can get support from or talk to wen u desperately need one really making tin worse too..i really cant imagine if i am all by myself and alone wen stucked in shattered condition..omg..

So, the msg that i wan to highlight here is support from family, frens and close one is one of the most important matter when one r down..seek for dem and i am sure dey are more den willing to help u..and they are most wonderful gift from god and proud to be owned..and as a fren or family members please remb to lend a hand wen u r needed coz who knos u hav save a life by doin so... Remb: No one strong enough to face this world alone!!

Where is my dreamsland??

Hihi...where is my dreamsland? ya, put this title because lately found out myself either forget or confussed bout the way to get into my dreamland at nite...haiz...

Recent week can be said not my week...my hardness to get into sleep really make my life become messy and i really hope that all this can be over in no time...it is really kinda stressfull when u keep rolling n turning around the bed the whole nite till the bed look so grumpy but the mind still in awake condition though u kno that u are really sleepy and need a rest..i tink for those who experienced this should kno wat that make u feel..

I kno maybe it sounds like funny that why der are human who duno how to sleep coz normally pple duno how to keep demself from sleeping...but no joke, this is much worse then the latter condition once u trapped into it....

So i really hope dat all this can be overcome and steps into normal life asap...^^

UPDATES

Hihi...welcome back..hehe..there have been quite a time since my last blogging coz notin really interesting or special for me to write..neway i tink would like to update some bout my recent life..he..

Dis week were rich wif all kinds of feeling and emotion for me..happy, sad, excited, tire, disapointed, tension, scare, blurr and......ha.. mix mix mix till i really duno how to define wat do i feel ady ...haha

Actually i am not suppose writing blog at dis time becoz frens had plan to have a one day trip to genting by today since last week..we were very excited bout it..but as usual we only can get those fun in 'theory' and not in 'practical' because afta v had confirmed everytin d lecturer sudd pop out wif a 'briliant' idea dat v will having lab dis fri and our hope 'puff!!' blown away at that very moment..ai..so everytin gone and left in memory...

Then on thurs, v get a 'good' ( errr...or can considered bad??) news from lecturer say tually d fri tingy is jz a normal lecture but not a lab..omg..becoz of her one word over 10 pples hope crash into pieces and now is too late to stick it back again...wat to do..fate..only can continue hope dat v will get to do our 'practical' next time..hehe

Mon nite is a terrible nite for me coz i cant get to dream..from d very moment i lay down till heard d cock crow i am in awake condition..insomnia...ai..because of this i 'caught many fishes' in d class at d second day...ha

Tues's lab playing around wif goat blood under blood haemolysis title..this is abit disgusting especially its smell but still far beter den using our own blood..hehe..thurs's experiment much more smelly because in dis lab v are playing around wif our own urine!!omg...but dis time i tink shud be much beter if compare to playing around wif goat's urine..haha..dis test is bout water osmosis in our body..every group provided wif 3 kind of 500ml liquids and each group member must choose one to drink to c d urine difference among each other..fun??..u judge urself la..haha

Felt d best for d whole week on thurs evening..why?..coz jz afta last paper of mid term exam 1 lu...(Oic.......;P)..den since no trips so decided to go home to have a relaxing weekend( though still have a lot of reports and presentation queuing up waiting for me..ha)..hope for a better weeks onwards for all of us ya...take care^^

I Have Wisdom...

So as shown in the title, i now pronounce that i have wisdom...this time i come with proof some more..you know what is that?? My..........Wisdom teeth la....haha

I had experienced the uncomforty at my mouth at the part near my throat since last week.. and all i thought is just i was too heaty and got a sore throat dats all..and at the same time i also had an ulcer at my toungue right on the tip der and this has irritated me coz it work as my alarm (although i didn set it) every midnite halfway in my dream..

All this continues till now..and in between i will felt like having mild fever but will recover back as i ate some medicine..i had worked hard in curing myself for the whole week but der seems notin work much except this two days my ulcer surrender abit...for the gum, when i woke up this morning, i cant even open my mouth more den 2cm and i will feel d painess wen i wana open mouth to drink or eat..omg..

Then i really cant stand it anymore...(coz i need to eat and drink frequently wan leh)..so i decided to go and consult doctor..then guess wat the doctor told me? he said i am growing wisdom teeth..haha...and as i can recall few weeks ago wen i was in human anatomy class, i had learned dat v will grow wisdom teeth around the age of 21(b4 dis i nvr get to kno bout dis)...and den i am having my practical now..i am so efficient...hoho..

Hopefully my wisdom teeth will grow well and the pain will end asap...really irritating lu...hehe...n dis have also refreshed me the feeling of growing teeth since my last grow was decade ago..ha^^

Meaningful trip

Yesterday was the second time i follow a trip that visit to oraphanage under kebatim (Project kebajikan anak- anak yatim) of my college (5th college). As i can recall my first time was in my first year and went a orphanage within selangor and this year i went to ipoh's.

The orphanage own a name as Precious Gift Home. This house consist of 20 boys with the age range from 5 to 16 years old and it is run by a kind spouse and their relative.

7.30am v depart and it took us around 3 hours to reach and i slept almost all the way(so if u ask me how to go der i really cant help lu, sory..hehe;p). once i touched the ground and saw the house, i felt like: wow, this house looks clean n tidy..(because u kno wat, the orphanage dat i visited the first time was so....err...is like when u look at it u will feel so pity to those children der..ai...).

Then we went in and start our activities that had been planned for them. And can c on their expression they really had fun. Around 1.30pm v had home cooked nasi lemak as our lunch, that is really delicious wei ( i tink part of it oso coz of too hungry ady since morning only able to grab two piece of bread to eat...haha)..then activities continue till 4.30pm ( actually in our plan v are goin to carry out gotong royong der as it is part of our tradition..but since dis house is already well managed so v have to breaks the tradition lo...haha)

So v started our journey back afta a photography session and on d way back had stopped tapah rest area for the muslims to pray pray and v go n jalan jalan cari makan..hehe..then afta dat all d way non stop till 5 th college..on d back there are also movie been shown - "terminator" and most of them seems so interested with it and will shout like 'argh' and some other weire sound while watching it..he..i pulak watch halfway n continue my sleep beter..haha..

This is roughly bout the trip and as v saw the kids der were so happy and had fun wif us, our mission can be counted as a success..yea...hehe..